"you know that i could use somebody -- somebody like you, with all you know and how you speak."

well, for as much as i could've used somebody, i only ended up feeling quite used.

i think i've officially been "played" by somebody new and generally marvelous. and boy is it disappointing. i want so much to regain "faith in humanity." and in you, i saw so much potential... at last, i felt vaguely hopeful... and... well i was obviously wrong.

not only am i infuriated with the particular individual, i feel all the more jaded and lost. it's such a shitty and tired feeling.